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The Secret of Secrets
Your Key to Subconscious Power
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U. S. Anderson
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Your
secret self, that sleeping giant within you, can help you do anything
and become anything. This comprehensive 12 chapter, 300+ page book
reveals the mental magic by which the
power of your mind can be perfected. This
enlightening book by the author of the best-selling Three Magic
Words carries
forward the hopeful message of that inspiring book: It is no longer
necessary for modern man to lead a life of quiet desperation. He can do
something about his dilemma. The secret waits....
Four years
prior to the publication of this book, U. S. Andersen gave thousands of
readers
a tremendously vital message in his first inspirational book, Three
Magic
Words: The Key to Power, Peace
and Plenty. And literally thousands of
readers wrote to him to say
that they had changed the tone of their lives from negative to positive
by
following his teaching. "My whole life is changed. It is the most
inspiring book I own," was a typical letter.
In The
Secret of Secrets he delivers another tremendously vital
message, one that
will lead to mastery over circumstance and life. To the "three magic
words" of his first book he now adds the "four steps" of the
method for converting the realization of an indwelling God into a
richer,
fuller life.
Uell Stanley
Andersen developed his inspiring, dynamic philosophy during a very
active
life. He learned about the psychology of winning when he was a
football great.
In World War II he served as a Naval officer and in the heat of battle
learned
that evil is the great illusion and that sin is error. In later years
as a
successful Los Angeles businessman, he learned that the secret of
success is to
create rather than to compete.
Three
Magic Words gave
the key to power, peace
and plenty. His second inspirational
book, The Secret of Secrets, shows how to use the mystic
powers of the
mind to gain mastery over oneself and one's environment.
What is
this secret? And how can one discover what it is and learn to use it?
U. S.
Andersen calls it THE SECRET OF SECRETS because, strangely enough, it
is within
each man and yet can set him free. It is a secret that is making itself
known
over the face of the earth. It has become the common meeting ground of
all
religions. Sri Aurobindo says
"It is the one secure and all reconciling truth which is the very
foundation of the universe. "It is this truth and its application to
your
own life that is the theme of THE SECRET OF SECRETS.
There is
in man, below the level of his consciousness, a vaster mind, a mind of
enormous
power and knowledge, a mind universal in scope, common to all men
but exclusive
to none. U. S. Andersen furnishes ample proof that this mind exists and
that
you can tap it. Wise men have learned that the human mind is a
magnificent
machine with an infinite reservoir of power still untapped by the
mass of men.
The magic
moment when you learn to link with this power is the moment when the
secret of
abundance becomes yours . . . the spiritual equivalent of having a
money
tree in your own back yard.
This book
is divided into twelve chapters. Each chapter is packed with
illuminating case
histories to make every idea clear. At the close of each chapter there
is a
"Meditation". . . beautifully phrased and meticulously
compact
summing up what has just been discussed.
Every
chapter makes thrilling reading. "Health and Well-Being" is an attack
on the negative prompters which make egos sick . . . the prompters
which make
people say, "I don't feel well," "I'm not very smart,"
"I'm ugly," "I'm lonely." Each physical and mental ailment
has its counterpart in a spiritual ailment, the author shows; cure
that and
the physical and mental ailment is also healed.
The
chapter on "Loving and Being Loved" is one of the wisest and,
frankest discussions of this important subject that has appeared in
print.
The
chapter on the mystic powers of the mind deals with thought
transference and
other manifestations of the Universal Mind or what is known to science
as
extrasensory perception.
These
are but three of the
twelve chapters that can help you re-capture
control over your inner and outer life. The seeds of all possibilities
exist
within you if you would only learn this SECRET OF SECRETS.
FOREWORD
This book
is intended to show how the spiritual realization of an indwelling God
may be
applied to the various problems of everyday living. My previous book, Three
Magic Words, ended with the revelation that man's consciousness is
God's
consciousness in process of becoming. The Secret of Secrets begins
with
this premise, then lays down a method by which such awareness may be
used for
the practical end of a richer and fuller life.
This
method is somewhat like Yoga. It was indicated by Sri Aurobindo in
summing up
the Bhagavad-Gita when he wrote, "The secret of action is one
with
the secret of life. Life is not for the sake of life alone, but for
God. Action
is for self-finding and not for its external fruits. There is an inner
law of
all things dependent on the supreme as well as the manifested nature of
the
self; the truth of works lies there. The largest law of action is
therefore to
find the truth of your highest and inmost existence and live in it.
Only by
discovering your true self can your doings be perfected in a divinely
authentic
action. Know then yourself. Know your true self to be God and one with
the self
of all others."
The method offered for mastery
over life is to make a sacrament of
every thought and deed, giving each to the Lord and Master of creation
without
attachment to results. By such a procedure a man gradually frees
himself of the
limitations of personal ego and comes to understand that a larger
power, a
greater self may be unloosed through his own nature. He sees that it is
God who
thinks in him, God who wills in him, God who acts through him, and a new spiritual
center of gravity
is established. The ego dissolves, God-consciousness comes, and a man's
peace
and power are immensely enhanced because he moves in tune with the
infinite.
On the
surface this appears a contradiction to
the generally accepted premise
that positive thinking can change one's life, but in fact that premise
is
developed here far beyond such psychological limitations. Positive
thinking
alone is not the key to attainment, else there never would be a
confident
failure. Man is not bigger than God, and in the end it avails him only
heartache to impose his ego-will on God's will. Yet man is far more
than a
puppet; he is God Himself in process of becoming, and it is by seeking
out the
nature of this real self that he prospers. This, however, he
cannot do without
first having a positive viewpoint of life. He must believe in his own
immortality, in the assured ends of truth, justice, beauty, and
brotherhood on
earth; and when at last he has laid aside ego and glimpsed the
limitless
dimensions of his true spiritual being, then he sees that nothing is
impossible
to him. He achieves divine consciousness, his word is law, his thoughts
rule
the universe.
Such is his destiny. To that
end may this book lead you.
Chapter
1
THE
CORE OF THE PROBLEM
God
dwelleth always right where thou art. Shed thy ego and thou wilt soon
see hidden
within thy most secret heart a plan that is perfect for thee.
WE PUNISH OURSELVES
Alex was a
middle-aged man in a mid-western city. His history was an
astonishing record
of failure. Whatever he turned his hand to eventually crumbled about
him. There
came a time when he could not even find a job. He and his family were
destitute.
His wife
said, "I can't understand it. Alex is the kindest man I've ever known.
He's a hard worker, and I know he's smart. Other men, smaller, meaner
men, are
successful, but poor Alex, all his luck is bad."
"Does
he think so?" she was asked.
She nodded.
"He believes God is punishing him."
It took a long time to persuade
Alex that God punishes no one. His
guilt complex was so deeply rooted that he was dangerously passive. He
felt
compelled to be kind to others because of this guilt, but he expected
nothing
but misfortune in return. His personality was so involuted that he
lived as if
in a funnel; he was all turned in on himself. Only when he began to
sense
finally the infinite spiritual presence of God did his ego start to
dissolve.
Then he began to see other people for the first time, not as extensions
of his
own personality, but as living embodiments of God. His sense of
personal worth
grew as he gained humility. One day he was offered a job by a chance
acquaintance; today he is a vice-president in that company. The
president says
of him, "Alex inspires confidence. Something looks out of his eyes and
says, 'I like you. Let's be partners.' " God-consciousness indeed has
remade the life of this one-time failure.
SEEDS OF DESTINY
Each of us
carries within him the spiritual causes that determine his destiny.
Sometimes
these causes are not so much spiritual as psychological "prompters,"
and when they become twisted through fear, hate, bitterness, or
resentment our
lives can be driven calamitously. But psychological prompters, no
matter how
deeply buried in the subconscious, can be overcome by spiritual
understanding.
This understanding may be arrived at by intellectual grasp, by
suffering, or
simply by humility, very often by all three, but once arrived at
it is as a
new birth of the soul. That which you fancy yourself to be you never
have
really been, for it is a thing that changes with the seasons and alters
with
the tides. What you truly are is a permanent thing, changeless, with
its
foundations planted in eternity. To let go of the old self and cleave
to the
new is the essence of spiritual growth. This new birth, without which,
Jesus
said, a man cannot enter the Kingdom of Heaven, completely alters the
world.
He who
views the world through the ego sees all things as existing outside
himself. He
feels separate, isolated, and the world appears to him as a series of
unrelated
things and objects all possessing certain inherent dangers to his
own being.
He feels small, harassed, unloved, to him the world seems cruel and
unjust. Yet
when he awakens to his true spiritual self, all the old fears and hates
and
resentments dissolve. He then sees his kinship with all things, attains
to spiritual
identification with them, grows into a spiritual oneness with all
creation
that no longer leaves room for his personal ego and its wounds and
vanities.
By letting go of his small self he attains to a vast self, a self that
encompasses all things. Then at last he recognizes with Walt Whitman,
"The
whole theory of the universe is directed to one individual—namely to
You."
SPIRITUAL REBIRTH
It is
through spiritual rebirth that we overcome all things. It is through
our growth
into the spiritual image of God that the purpose of life itself is
fulfilled.
For that purpose did spirit first become involved in matter, to that
end shall
it one day be free.
We are
such materialists in this age of electronics and atom bombs that there
is often
much scoffing about the "spiritual" existence of man. Many there are
who state that man is body only, that he comes into existence as a
machine
destined to run a certain length of time, that the apparent director
within him
is only an illusion fostered by the machine's acquisition of rational
habit
patterns. What a desert of mind and soul such a belief must be! What
else can
the holder of such a belief do but spin out his futile existence in a
web of
frustration and resentment? Look into the eyes of your loved ones and
you know
at once the living presence of spirit. It need not be weighed,
measured, and
counted; it is there, and you recognize it. All the mathematics and
logic in
the world can neither prove nor disprove it, but you know it just the
same.
Spirit recognizes spirit, for it is the same in each of us, invisible
and
indivisible.
This knowledge, though it
exists in the intuitive center of every
man, nevertheless needs some logical justification before it can
break through
the mental barriers of this materialistic age. "It is all well and
good," says the materialist, "to talk of feelings and intuitions but
you must admit that they cannot be proved or disproved. What religion
needs is
something concrete, a fact, something provable." Well, feelings are
provable.
All of us recognize an act of bravery, an act of love, an act of
kindness, why
then must there always be so much doubt over the validity of the
conduct of a
man who claims to know God? All actions spring from feelings, many of
them from
the most spiritual feelings, and if it were not for these intangibles,
which no
one can weigh, measure, or even classify adequately, this world would
be as
still and silent as a tomb.
MASTER OF CREATION
It is
spirit, soul, consciousness that is ever first cause, master and mover
of
creation, alpha and omega of existence. It is God stuff, infinite,
eternal,
changeless, arrested but a moment in form, manifesting its myriad
appearances
as a dancer might display infinite numbers of costumes, but
remaining always
one, indivisible and changeless.
This is
God, not a giant-sized man, not even a god as we might imagine in our
minds and
make an image of, but a power, a presence, a being, an infinite
intelligence
pervading all and creating all yet remaining unaltered amongst the
ever-changing.
A
professor at a western university was illustrating to his class
examples of
deductive and inductive reasoning. "Deductive reasoning," he
stated, "is to reason from an effect to a cause. For example, I know I
exist. I did not make myself or the world I live in, therefore I deduce
that
someone else did. This someone I call God. Now inductive reasoning, on
the
other hand, is to reason from cause to effect. For example, I know that
I think
and that this thinking increases my knowledge. Inductive
reasoning, therefore,
tells me that I may increase knowledge of my Creator through taking
thought.
That, gentlemen, in a nutshell, is all that is going on in the world."
Wise man, he knew God through mind, but truth to tell, he also knew him
through
his heart.
SHEDDING THE EGO
Now, the
core of the problem of existence is this: Most of us believe
ourselves to be creatures of circumstance, pushed around by the whims
of fate
and buffeted on all sides by forces over which we have no control. When
we do
manage to persuade ourselves that we can exercise control over our
inner and
outer lives we often do so with a magnified ego that has convinced us
of our
power through fostering the illusion that we are better than others.
Obviously
such a delusion is doomed to short life. We attain to mastery
neither through
magnified ego (the worst of all possible solutions) nor through an
involuted
ego that brings a sense of personal worthlessness. We take the first
and most
important step to mastery by shedding the ego altogether and
identifying ourselves
with God.
While the foregoing may be read
by many, it will be the rare
reader who at once penetrates its meaning. For to let go of personal
self is to
suffer a kind of death. To shed the ego means to attain to a state of
personal
abstraction wherein we can view ourselves with detachment, neither
condoning
nor condemning, aware of our personal existence neither more nor less
than we
are aware of the existence of our fellows. It is this state of
consciousness
that teaches us to love our neighbors as ourselves, not necessarily
through an
increased love for our neighbors, but more through a less personalized
and more
detached regard for ourselves. In this state we learn to identify
ourselves
with a greater consciousness, a vast intelligence. We feel it
underlying our
existence, buoying us up, supporting us, giving us our awareness.
Little by
little we expand to meet it, until that which we were, our ego, begins
to
recede, until at last we view our personal existence as through the
inverted
end of a telescope. Now we begin to see what we truly are and to let go
of what
we never really have been. Now the world is changed. It has no more
resemblance
to what it was before than we have to what we were before, for, in the words of Evelyn Underhill,
"We behold at any specific
moment not that which is but that which we are."
THE INFINITE POWER
God, first
cause, unlimited consciousness, infinite intelligence, involves
Himself in
matter and manifests in myriad forms, not to prove anything, not to
fight
anything, not to overcome anything, not to separate right from wrong,
but only
for the pure joy of expression; and this, as we know it, is the
beginning of
things, of the manifest world, of the stars, of the planets, of life.
God
Himself becomes involved in matter, and what He becomes, while
infinitely less
than Himself in form and substance, nevertheless is Himself,
true and
entire, in spiritual potential. Nothing can become this or that but
God; God is
all, there is nothing else.
And so consciousness
is arrested in form, in being, spun out in space and time as a man or a
woman,
calling itself by a name, peering outward at a world that seems to
dwarf it,
overcome by problems because it assumes itself to be contained
within that
world rather than perceiving the truth, which is that the world is
contained
within it. This is man, who has isolated himself with his
developing
ego, cut himself off from the roots of his power which are firmly
placed in the
reaches of space and time.
SOMETHING DEEP INSIDE
Joe McAdams
was a strong, husky young man, a flyer in World War II. Joe
had a vast appetite for life. He played and fought and
laughed and
frolicked, and in general comported himself like an enthusiastic
bear cub.
Then one day his plane was shot down. Joe was
wounded in both legs, but managed to parachute from
the flaming
ship. He landed in the sea, where he floated for hours in his life
jacket.
Sharks attacked him. Joe fought
them with his knife. When he finally was picked up he barely was
conscious and
had nearly bled to death. Both legs were so badly damaged they had to
be
amputated. Joe, intensely
physical, joyous Joe, faced
life as a cripple. He went into a state of shock. Though conscious, he
would
talk to no one. He had to be forcefed.
The plain
fact was that Joe no longer
wanted to live. He apparently had taken the mental stand that if he
couldn't be
whole in body he wanted nothing further to do with life. He grew gaunt
and
pale. His skin hung lifelessly on his mangled body. Yet he did not die.
Some
spark within him resisted. For many months he seemed to hover on the
very brink
of death, then he began to recover. First sign was a return of color to
his
face, then his eyes grew brighter, then one day he smiled; after that
he
rapidly regained his strength. With a zest he entered into the
rehabilitation
program, learned how to be expert with his new artificial legs, set
about
studying hard so that he eventually was accepted at one of the East's
finest
engineering schools. Today Joe holds
a responsible job with one of the nation's leading manufacturers.
Those who
know and love him realize that a great change has been wrought in this
young
man, a change far greater and deeper than that undergone by his scarred
body.
There has been a subtle but deep change in his entire personality,
in his very
character. He is still the vital, energetic Joe everyone
knew, but now around all his actions and words
there hangs a new aura, a kind of otherworldliness, a spiritual quality
that
the old Joe McAdams never
showed. Joe was asked about
this.
"I guess it's pretty obvious
I've changed," he said,
"inside, I mean, where it really counts. And it's more than just a
change.
The old Joe McAdams died out there on that Pacific atoll where he lost
his
legs. I'm the new Joe, and I was born on that same Pacific atoll. I was
born
one day when I realized that everything in life changes and fades away
and the
only thing that stays is something inside you, something that is you
and yet is
not you and is big and powerful and always there. It's God, I think.
That's
what really changed me."
SPIRITUAL REALIZATION
Do you
assume for one moment that some freak of circumstance, some
coincidental
arrangement of atoms and molecules, some bizarre chance from among
an infinite
number of chances has caused you to exist? Have you not looked
inward on
yourself and become startled beyond all possibility of recovery by the
tremendous
and sudden awareness that you are you? There are no
words to
express the true miracle of this self discovery. That the world exists,
the
planets, the stars, the mountains, oceans, seas, is a workaday thing,
the
substance of life, the backdrop against which the play is staged. But
suddenly
to realize that you, that unique and individual you, are here, are
witness, are
called into being, this is to know God, fully and surely. Such a
realization
forever lays to rest all materialistic philosophy, all atheism, all
agnosticism. God is, you are, God is in you.
One
evening a professor of mathematics, a forceful experimenter and a
questing
man, was told of such spiritual revelation. "You say you experience
this
thing," he answered, "so I believe you. All right, let's accept it.
God manifests himself in myriad forms through the mere joy of His
being, and
what He becomes is less than Himself for a moment but truly Himself in
eternity. What's the point? Surely you recognize that people suffer.
Many
people you must have known have gone through anguish because they had
not
resources to cope with some worldly situation and thus were forced to
suffer.
Who suffered then, these people or God, and if either or both, why?
Surely God
is no masochist, enjoying self-punishment, yet why does He become less
than
Himself and literally frustrate and torture Himself?"
"It
is not God who suffers, or even the people," he was told. "It is only
the mask God has donned that suffers and this does not truly exist, but
is only
illusion."
"Is
it illusion when a man is dying of cancer and he cannot even withhold
his
screams at the pain?"
"That
which suffers is an illusion, bound to illusions, fed by illusions.
This is
ego, the sense of personal isolation from God. When an individual
surrenders
his ego he then identifies himself with God and no longer can
suffer, nor can
he die. Cancer cannot kill him, for cancer is an illusion, even as that
which
it preys upon is an illusion."
"You
would have a most difficult time explaining that to the American
Medical
Association," the professor answered. "There is even a difficult time
explaining it to those already convinced that spiritual causes
precede
physical causes. But that does not alter its validity. A whistle can be
made
that sounds a note so shrill that only the rare human ear can hear it.
To the
great majority of mankind the whistle is silent, but that does not mean
it does
not sound its note. There are those who hear the whistle; there are
those who
perceive God and thus are free of the sufferings of the ego."
"Then
it is your belief that disease is just one of the sufferings of
the ego?"
"Yes."
"What,
in your opinion, causes disease?"
"The
distortions of the ego—fear, hate, bitterness, resentment,
jealousy, guilt,
and their cousins. These work on the subconscious, call into existence
physical
counterparts to match the suffering ego."
"And
what is the cure?"
"Shedding
the ego and making a spiritual identification with God. Failing that,
see your
doctor."
He laughed. "I shall see mine
first, thank you." He
didn't however. Since that evening our professor has come a long way in
spiritual discovery. His naturally inquisitive mind has led him down
many
roads, but now he is vigorous in his contention that all physical
manifestation
has a spiritual cause and that disease itself is just one more evidence
of
man's being out of joint with his spiritual source.
LIFE AGAINST LIFE
It is
indeed difficult to shed feelings of separateness and isolation, for it
almost
seems that these are foisted upon us by the very nature of life. We
look about
us and on all sides we see living things preying on living things. The
oft repeated
picture of a number of fish, each successively larger than the next and
simultaneously swallowing each other, seems to give us our most apt
picture of
life, "The eater, eating, is eaten." It is from this observation of
what Darwin termed, "the survival of the fittest," that we perhaps
develop our submerged hostilities and general cynicism toward the
underlying
lovingness of God. It is from this observation that we perhaps even
develop our
atheism, our spiritual hopelessness, our existentialism, our feelings
that life
is "against" us. What we fail to perceive is that God is all, that
nothing is ever lost, strayed, or unredeemed. No one falls but what
another
takes his place, and no one truly falls and no one truly wins, for each
is God.
Do you
think for a moment that God wins victories over himself?
Yet the
plain and irrevocable fact is this—life feeds on life. In the drama
unfolded by
master intelligence manifesting itself in myriad forms through the
mere joy of
existence, the procession of movement through time and space and
matter is
accomplished through one form being destroyed and replaced by another
better
and more serviceable and therefore truer form. Thus life feeds on life.
It is
almost as if God is thinking and each of his thoughts manifests a form
and then
another truer thought absorbs the old one, making a new form, and so on.
GOD BECOMING
Now, of
course, we come to the standard shout of dismay. "How can it be," the
egoist moans, "that a just and loving God would conceive such a method
of
unfolding Himself, a method that visits untold suffering upon His
children as
they are forced to struggle, to suffer pain, be defeated, and finally
die?" And the answer to this question is that it is illusion that we
are
separate from God, it is illusion that we are children of God, for each
of us
in his true nature is God Himself, whole and entire, and God does not
suffer
pain, defeat, or death. Only the ego suffers pain, is defeated and
dies. And
the ego is illusion only and never exists at all.
Why does
God don this illusion then? Why, in each of His separate existences,
does He
not know Himself as God instead of as some individual person? The
answer to
that is the answer to the riddle of existence. When the infinite
becomes the
finite, it forsakes the inherent perception of the infinite, and its
understanding becomes that of the thing it has become. Thus God,
becoming a
thing, no longer knows Himself as God, but only as the thing He has
become. The
thing He has become is the ego of the thing. It does not in any way
alter the
nature of God, nor is it even truth in itself, but simply exists as a
consciousness to fit the form. Yet always underlying it is the
consciousness of
God, infinite, eternal, with vast reservoirs of knowledge and power
seeping
ever upward, molding the thing ever better, molding always through
strife between
ego and ego, yet underlying all with love.
MIRROR ON THE WORLD
Mt.
Whitney is the highest peak in the Sierras. From its slopes it is
possible to
look eastward on a clear day into the vast reaches of rugged Nevada.
Nowhere,
as far as the eye can see, is there sign of another human life. You can
look
upward, focus on a pinpoint in the blue, look outward, and the land
undulates
to a level horizon, look downward, and the earth seems remote,
detached, the
habitat and handiwork of another race. Here you can sense yourself
as the very
center of the universe. All lines of force and purpose pass through
you. Move
and the center moves with you. All things meet and resolve themselves
here. You
are the center of an unimaginable circle whose circumference is
nowhere and
whose center is everywhere, so that anyone, no matter who or what or
where he
may be, sensing the circle, senses himself as the center. This is God's
universe; it is infinitely one.
No matter
our spiritual dedication, however, material life continually forces
itself
upon us. Daily we meet tensions, competitions, exertions, emotional
peaks and
lassitudes, so that it is almost as if we were riding a roller coaster
over
bounding forces that we do not and cannot control. We feel isolated in
our
fleshy prisons and long for the touch and contact of another hand, the
consolation that someone else exists and feels the same as we, alone
also,
reaching out. We are constantly beset by feelings of inferiority and
personal
unworthiness so that we adopt standards that are all based on our
comparison with
others. People are better looking, worse looking, smarter, dumber,
taller,
shorter, thinner, fatter, poorer, wealthier, stronger, weaker,
healthier,
sicker, more talented, less talented, always in reference to ourselves.
We hold
up a mirror to the world, and the mirror is our ego. We see everything
through
it, and everything is colored accordingly.
YOU SEE ONLY WHAT YOU ARE
Henry
David Thoreau wrote, "What a man thinks of himself, that it is which
determines, or rather indicates, his fate." It is this peculiarity of
the
ego, that it can only see what it already is, that blinds us to the
vast
possibilities of our lives. If the ego feels unloved, it finds only an
unloving
world. If it hates, the world hates it. If it is bitter and cynical, ii
knows
only a bitter and cynical world. Rare is the man and wise who perceives
that
all possibilities are right where he is.
He need only change his perception to see them. He doesn't create them
by
changing his perception. He only becomes aware that they are there;
they
existed all the time.
It is this
spiritual and psychological law, that all change much first be wrought
in
consciousness before it can be perceived in the outer world, that gives
life
its exciting possibilities. Each of us can, by an act of mental
decision,
alter his consciousness and thus alter his life. This is not to say,
for
example, that by some miracle you one day can be incapable of
comprehending
higher calculus and the next understand it perfectly simply because you
have
decided to understand it. Decide to understand it and you remove the barriers
to understanding it. You first may have to learn arithmetic,
algebra, plane
and solid geometry, and a number of similar tools, but if your decision
is made
firmly, one day you will find yourself understanding calculus. The
seeds of
all possibilities exist within you. There is nothing too great, too
vast, too
undreamed of that you might not aspire to it and in time have it grow
into the
image of your dream.
THE POWER OF DECISION
A few years ago a young man
came to Hollywood in an empty boxcar
of a freight train. He had no money and only the few clothes on his
back. He
washed the dirt from his face in the rest-room of a gas station and
went
immediately to the gates of 20th Century Fox Studios where he requested
an
audience with Mr. Darryl Zanuck, production head of the studio. The
gateman
took in his soiled clothes, his lack of coat and tie. His face clouded
with
outrage. "Get out of here!" he shouted. "No bums or panhandlers
allowed!"
The young
man left, crestfallen. He had been so sure that his confidence, his
very brash
hopefulness would gain him the audience he sought that he had not even
considered the possibility of failure. He could not even get
through the gates
of a studio! He was so shaken that he couldn't bring himself to try
another,
but that night he came to a decision. He would be an actor no matter
the
hardships and disappointments. He would let nothing daunt him. He would
work,
he would learn, he would study, and in the end, he made this solemn
resolve, he
would be an actor.
Next day
he found a job washing dishes in a restaurant. He discovered a school
for
young actors, complete with theatre. He did well in a tryout, and when
it was
discovered he was short of funds he was given a job as custodian of the
building in return for his tuition fees. He was also allowed to sleep
in the
theatre. He spent three years in this manner, working, intent on his
resolution. Then one day as he was walking down the street, he was
stopped and
asked if he were an actor. He answered he was. He was offered a screen
test.
After the test came a contract, then a small part, then a larger one,
then a
starring role. Today he is one of Hollywood's biggest stars,
secure at the top
of his profession because he knows his job so well.
Many will
insist that our young man would have been stopped on the street and
asked if he
were an actor regardless of whether he had spent those years working
and
studying to prepare himself, but we must insist otherwise. It was no
coincidence
that he was stopped. The quality of his consciousness attracted
this circumstance
to him, and his consciousness had been tempered to that quality by
the years
of training and discipline he had subjected himself to. Thus it is that
always we call into
existence around us those images that we visualize in the depths of our
being,
and any man, by the power of his decision, has the capacity to change
his consciousness
and thereby change his life.
It is by
expanding our consciousness, then, that we may influence and even
control our
destinies, and the tool with which we are able to accomplish this is by
forsaking the ego and identifying ourselves with God. It is obvious
that an all
wise and omnipotent God is aware of all things, past, present, and
future. It
is similarly obvious that the will of a person or individual ego
imposed upon
the will of God is not going to change God's plan. It is through such
realization
that we become aware of the futility and the suffering caused by the
exertion
of ego-will, but it is also through this realization that we run up
against one
of the greatest snags in the doctrine of free will as against that of
predestination. For our contention is that despite the fact that all
things in
the future are known to God, man himself is possessed of free will,
freedom to
determine the events and happenings of his life.
FREE WILL AND PREDESTINATION
Some contend that if God knows
what is going to happen that
particular thing must happen and man cannot alter it and
therefore he is
a mere puppet and does not have free will. But the mistake that these
contenders make is that they are thinking of man as ego rather than as
a part
of God, or even God Himself. Man is not separate from God. It is only
the
illusion of his ego that makes him appear so. And God is not deluded.
Therefore
He does not recognize man as man or individual men as individual men.
When
there is a thing to be done in the plan that He holds, He knows that He
Himself
in one of His myriad forms will do it. He does not concern Himself
whether this
particular form has the illusion that it is Bill Jones or Ed Brown. He
only
follows the law of His nature, and the consciousness best suited to the
thing
accomplishes the thing. Thus it is that as individual egos we have
complete freedom,
freedom to change or alter or improve the quality of our
consciousness so that
it will be best suited to the thing we want to do. When the
consciousness has
been so altered the thing to be done is inevitably attracted; this is
God's
law.
It is therefore
through the alteration of consciousness and not through exertion of
will that
all things come to us. Ego-will is for one thing only and that is to
impose
discipline upon itself. The power to make a decision lies in the power
to
discipline the ego, and it is here and only here that ego-will may be
and even
must be exerted. Ego-will never can be exerted over things, over
people. To
attempt to do so only creates the opposite reaction. Confine your use
of will
power to yourself, to self-discipline, self-control. Develop in
yourself the
power to make clear-cut and firm decisions, to stick to them no matter
the
obstacles. In that manner you will expand your consciousness to meet
the goals
you have set for yourself.
FORSAKING EGO-WILL
In all
things other than self-discipline we must learn to forsake ego-will and
subject
ourselves to the will of God. This is not the subjection we might first
think
it to be, for all we are doing is forsaking the ego, which is illusion
anyway,
and attuning ourselves to the will of our greater Self, which is God.
By
subjecting ourselves to the will of God we recognize Him not only in
ourselves
but in the world around us, in the people we meet, in the objects and
things
and circumstances of our days. We begin to see things as a whole, and
we begin
to find our places in that whole according to the quality of our
consciousness,
a consciousness that now is taking on greater and greater powers
because it
has begun to identify itself with God. In all things we see the master
hand,
and in many things the hand of the Master becomes our own.
One
sometimes hears it said by those who have buried three-fourths of their
natures
that there is nothing in this world worthwhile except those things
that have
proven they are facts by taking form. A tree, they say, is a fact. It
exists as
a tangible thing and bears its own testimony to its existence, so
that nothing
more need be said about it. Even the kinds of trees, elm, birch, fir,
cedar,
etc., can be recognized without difficulty so that no debates,
arguments, or
theories need be postulated about them. All ideas, emotions, and
feelings, say
these materialists, are merely reactions of individual natures to
a world full
of things that are facts but which individual natures attempt to
disguise in
order to make them conform to personal desires. This last thesis,
however,
certainly smacks a good deal of an idea in itself and perhaps defeats
the
entire contention. In any case, defeated it is. For nothing in the
world is
more impotent than a thing in itself, and nothing in this world is more
potent
than an idea in itself.
FORM OUT OF IDEA
Follow the process of creation
and you will see that the idea
always precedes the thing and the thing is never the whole embodiment
of the
idea but only a partial manifestation of a vision dimly seen and
partially
understood. This particular conclusion not only may be applied to art,
music,
literature as the obviously creative fields, but as easily can be
applied to
the worlds of medicine, physics, chemistry, and electronics. A Tolstoy
bringing
forth from the recesses of his subconscious those ideas which took the
concrete
form of War and Peace is still no more a creator than Newton
pondering
the falling apple and from it arriving at the law of gravity. Each
entertained
an idea, each gave it form.
It is this
power of decision, this law of form out of idea that is at once our
salvation
and our undoing. Sensing it, we sense all power within ourselves, but
at the
same time we build a wall around it that encysts it into the small
thing the
ego is. We can be anything we wish to be, take any stand we wish to
take, the
decision is ours. But as long as such decision or stand is motivated by
the
ego, it can have no greater power than that of the ego, which is
scarcely any
power at all.
If there
is one thing in all life that is an unavoidable conclusion it is
that all
things are the manifestation of some Directing Intelligence with an
absolute
purposefulness of design. Life is going somewhere, is unfolding
something,
has a definite goal, and these things, even the most egoistic of us
must admit,
are in the hands of no man, or even group of men, but rather rest in
the lap of
the Intelligence that created all. Once we understand this, once we
have
complete faith in the existence of this Master Intelligence, once we
know God,
we no longer desire to change the world but immediately sense that
our
salvation as individuals lies in attuning ourselves to it.
No man,
living in pride and vanity, can do this simple thing. Whether his ego
is
bloated because of his sense of superiority or whether it is involuted
because
of his sense of inferiority, it is one and the same. He has cut himself
off
from the roots of his being and no longer has the slightest wish to
attune
himself to the world, but rather insists that the world itself be
changed. He
is like a spoiled child, unheeding of others, unheeding of the
plan by which
the household
is run. He thinks only of himself, sometimes even deluding himself that
he is
thinking of others, but he cannot see others at all. All things, all
people,
all events are only extensions of his ego, and as he is hurt, bitter,
revengeful, joyful, victorious, or defeated so the world must change to
meet
his every mood. It is small wonder that he eventually is brought to his
knees
by force, by the laws of the universe, by disease, by misfortune, by
fate. He
has sealed his doom in his aloneness.
DEFINING THE EGO
For the purposes of definition
it is perhaps best explained that
throughout this text the term "ego" is used in the spiritual sense of
the isolation of the individual self from the universal self, which is
God.
Under no circumstances is it to be interpreted solely in its popular
sense as
"conceit." Conceit, a sense of superiority, is only one face of ego.
The other face is conceit's opposite, a sense of personal unworthiness,
the all
too prevalent "inferiority complex." The truly successful people in
this world do not live in the ego. The successful person has subjected
his ego
to a greater power through a sense of personal devotion to a flame he
does not
always understand, whether he calls it God or not. It is the
unsuccessful, the
harried, the unloved who are bound by the ego, so turned in on
themselves, so
convinced in mind, body, and spirit that the world is a conspiracy
directed
against them that they subconsciously are manifesting every minute of
every day
those very conditions they fear and abhor. It is they who need the
great vision
of the vast Self underlying the egoistic self, of the power that is
theirs to
call upon once they have forsaken the ego and taken unto themselves
their
spiritual birthright. It is thus through a new awakening, a rebirth
into
spiritual oneness that all problems are conquered, never through
attempting to
dissolve the problem through an act of will.
LEARNING TO DECIDE
Virginia
was thirty-eight years old when her asthma became unbearable. She
had lived
with it most of her life, but now finally it had reached the point
where she
scarcely was free of it for even a few moments of the day. Anything set
her to
wheezing, even the slightest emotional stress. She had taken pills,
"shots," tried diets, moved from one corner of the country to the
other, but still she continued to wheeze. At last she reached the point
where
she was both physically and mentally exhausted. She entered a
sanitarium in an
effort to regain her strength. There she settled into a state of
complete
apathy, refused to communicate with others, seemed decided not to
disturb
herself in any way. Her symptoms disappeared, of course, because they
had been
caused by emotional disturbance and Virginia now had suppressed her
emotions
completely. Eventually she was discharged and sent home, but her family
was
horrified at the change in her.
Her
husband said, "Frankly, I'd a million times rather have her with
asthma.
At least she often was gay and charming and always a warm human
being. Now she
walks around like a zombie."
It was
quite a problem to restore Virginia to life. By an act of will she had
almost
anesthetized herself completely. She not only had become incapable of
feeling
things emotionally, but physically she evidenced much the same
anesthesia. She
had an extremely high pain threshold, being insensitive to pinpricks
over much
of her body. She was completely involuted. The ego had turned in on
itself by an
act of will, and the rest of the world no longer existed for her. She
had
suffered, no doubt about it, but not enough for the ego to die. Rather
it had
magnified itself, grown inward in its isolation, until at last, in
its little
microcosm, it had become an entire universe.
Little by
little Virginia was led back to life. One day she was persuaded to
umpire a
ball game between the youngsters of the neighborhood. Much persuasion
was
necessary, but eventually Virginia took the field. Though she once had
been an
accomplished player herself, for the first two innings Virginia
obviously was
confused. Each time the pitcher threw the ball she stared at home plate
with
visible effort. She was being forced to make a decision! After what
seemed
minutes she would call a ball or strike. Her voice always ended on a
questioning note. In the third inning the team that had been behind
managed to
get runners on all bases, and their leading hitter came to bat. He hit
a sharp
grounder to left field, and it rolled beyond the fielder. The three
base
runners scored, and the hitter decided to stretch his triple to a home
run.
Meantime the left fielder had retrieved the hall, and he threw it
toward home
plate. The ball and the runner arrived at the same time. Everyone was
on his feet
immediately. The runner was safe! He was out! It depended on which side
you
were on. It was up to Virginia to call the play.
Thirty
faces stared at her, each in the grip of his own emotions, each daring
her to
call against him. She could not possibly satisfy more than half the
people. She
blanched, seemed to quaver for a moment. Then in the summer sun, with
the dust
yet floating on the warm air, she announced, "You're out!"
Shouts of
approval and disapproval were equal. Those who stood to lose by
Virginia's
decision surrounded her in a moment, shouted at her, glared at her,
seemed to
hate her, demanded that she retract, tell the truth, not lie. Then
something
happened. A change seemed to come over Virginia. She straightened,
seemed more
poised, more resolute, possessed of greater powers. She did not
answer. She
turned and walked back to her position behind the pitcher's mound.
Those
watching her sensed immediately the finality of her decision. They
retired to
the sidelines.
It was only a small thing
perhaps, a game between children that
occupied two hours of a Saturday afternoon, but it changed Virginia's
life. In
those two hours she discovered herself, discovered she could decide,
could
refuse to retreat, and she learned that her decision could change the
world.
Today she is a happy, integrated, vital person, all because she
learned the
power of decision.
OUTGROWTH OF THE INDWELLING GOD
Oh, there
is in us a thing invincible, a thing of such power that only the
smallest
fraction of it ever is unloosed through the greatest of men. What is
going on
in life is the outgrowth of the indwelling God, and each of us is a
stage in
the development of this drama. In deciding, in daring to take a
stand no
matter the hazards or obstacles, we are reaching upward, touching God.
All the
ages of evolution, up through the slime and mist of a newly formed
earth, have
prepared us for this moment, the moment we first decide and having
decided
remain firm; and all the future ages of evolution rest upon that moment
of first
decision, for it is then that we exercise God-power, the power of
being, the
power of creation; it is then that we know our divinity, our
immortality, our
mission here upon the earth.
The
past is
but the beginning of a beginning, and all that is and
has been is but the twilight of the
dawn . . .
A day will come when beings who are
now latent
in our thoughts and hidden in our loins shall stand upon this earth as
one stands upon a footstool, and
shall
laugh and reach out their hands
amid the stars.
—Herbert
George Wells
And so we
must attune ourselves to Him Who created the universe and Whose hand is
to be
seen in all works. It is only by knowing God that we can in the end
understand
ourselves; it is only by knowing God that we can fathom the purpose of
life,
the nature of good and evil, sense the master plan
whereby each of us fulfills himself as an individual
and unites himself with the Divine.
THE SECRET IS BREAKING THROUGH
There is a
secret, which when known and understood, has the power to set men free.
It is
not a thing that can be summed up in so many words, though it has been
and will
continue to be so stated, but is rather a thing of spiritual
experience, a
feeling, an outgoing of the soul, a breaking through the shell of
individual
identity, a flowing together with God. For this purpose does the
endless drama
of birth and death and individual manifestation progress on earth and
throughout the universe. To this end does each individual live.
According as
he realizes his own nature and his relationship with God does he
fulfill
himself and life.
This
secret is rapidly making itself known over the face of the earth. It
has become
the common meeting ground of all religions. Whether you are Christian,
Moslem,
Hindu, Buddhist, or Jew you stand with your fellows as one man the day
you
approach your Creator with single-mindedness and ask to know Him. He
will not
deny you. It is His purpose to enlighten you. Jesus said, "It is your
Father's good pleasure to give you the kingdom of heaven."
You can develop your spiritual
awareness by engaging in daily
meditation periods. For that purpose a meditation is appended at the
end of
this chapter and each subsequent one. Some are designed to overcome
specific
problems, all strive for spiritual wholeness, each is a bridge between
the
individual and his Creator, each explores the nature of being.
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